Claudia the awesome


Sunday, May 3, 2009


been busy with exam coming.
but still, i just cant get myself into the exam mood!
i'm addicted to restaurant city.
but his has to stop.
i need to control myself!!
wth is wrong with me? i cant stop myself):
alrights, i just need time i guess.
hope i wont screwed this MYE.
i am trying my very best to stop, hope i can.

i'm sorry if i let you down,
i know it's my fault for not studying,
but can you forgive me if i screwed it up?
i know you've put alot of confidence in me.
i know you've been praising me in front of others when i'm not around.
but that's over.
i'm not as good as i used to be
i am scared i will disappoint you
i hate this, all my fault
i'm sorry..

i am so irritated over a thing now.
i said i would give you time, give you chance.
but this doesn't mean you can take your own sweet time.
i said you must treasure this chance,
but i dont see any change in you. (not even a single dot of change)
is this what in return you treat my advice and chance?
if i want, i can just forget about forgiving you.
but i tell myself i should give others a chance, as i want others to give me chance when i made mistakes too.
but if this is what you're showing me, i guess i am wrong.
i am not only angry,irritated, i am also dissapointed.
i've helped you by asking them to stop what they're doing.
but you've wasted my effort.
i shall see what you've gotta tell me.
if you don't deserve this chance,
i will take it from you.
and i am SERIOUS.