Claudia the awesome


Monday, May 4, 2009


tiring day..
how i wish i could skip today.
...................
i'm mentally exhausted.
in j8, an indian were staring at natalie for dont know what,
then when she wanted to go, she pointed at all of us and look at me.
saying," i call police later. you all better behave yourself."
WTF?! did i even offend her.
i replied:" did i even do anything to you?"
she:" you guys were playing!"
me:"we are talking?!"
then idk what the fuck she want la,
just adding anger and killing my cells.
i've been unstable with my mood nowdays.
cant control myself much..
just bear with me awhile yeah..

things dont turn out as i want it to be,
i didn't manage to keep my promise.
this, my apology.
i know how you feel.
but by this,
you've realised something don't you?
this is what you should cherish.

i'm sorry guys if i've drag you into trouble.
next time, let me go through all this alone?
and sorry, if it's all because of me, he got into trouble.
forgive him, won't you?

on top of this, my girls still makes me laughs.
thank you.

MYE, i am so scared of it. ):
i want to forget everything i could,
or can i turn back the clock?
i felt guilty,scared,sad...
i almost teared, but i told myself, i gotta be strong.
.... i just cant,i just teared )):