Claudia the girl

2010-03-23T19:01:00.003+08:00

OOPS!

it's been long since i update my blog and it's dead.. O.O

alrights, here because of this girl BELOW!

she asked me to update about her and post picture of her on my blog, so bhb right?(:

haha! is she pretty? yes right, but she just can be prettier than the girl next to her, hehe!

Oh, i forget, this girl is ELISA TAN LI XIA! HAHAHAHA! :D

and she love me lots ( according to her).

Without us realising, our friendship has been 2years++ dear! time flies and we get closer each time, we went throudgh ups and downs together, chasing each other, doing work together, helping each other and many more. i wont forget okay(:

and all i can say, YOU'LL BE MY BESTFRIEND FOREVER :-)

though when time comes in dec, we'll be seperated, we wont see each other for long, but keep our memories and our friendship will stay on(:

Lastly, i know you've been very stress nowdays, i can't force you to tell me everything and i can't help you much cause i dont really know much.

but if you need any help, you want to relieve all your burdens, feel free to come to me okay(:

i'll always be around you to support you,Y.

2010-01-23T11:51:00.002+08:00

~~I'm utterly ~~disappointed~~ in myself..~~
I'm EXTREMELY HAPPY with myself and of course, MY FRIENDS! :)
WAY TO GO!

2010-01-18T19:26:00.001+08:00

I'm utterly disappointed in myself..

2010-01-11T21:50:00.003+08:00

Despite of having common test tomorrow,
I still come and update cause BITCH CHEONG requested so.
My whole body seems to be aching now after training!! >.<
and i must still stay awake to learn for tomorrow's test.
ARGH! my whole week is damn packed with activities.
alright, i shall stop here to go and study.
lastly,
I GAVE CHEONGPEIQI a slight push and she fell down :P
and TANJIAMEI, CHEER UP OKAY :D LOVE YOU LAH! HAHA!

2010-01-04T22:32:00.003+08:00

First day of school has passed, and it passed miserably.
Second day of school will come and so on, and i'm not quite ready.
sigh,
i just know the reason i cant drop chinese)):
another thing, every teacher now is say "O'level is just round the corner."
OMG, can you imagine hearing that often? i think i can be stressed up, but hope not.
lastly,
to you DUMBASS!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D
want me to post what you typed to me in MSN? ALL? :D hahahaha!

2009-12-20T22:56:00.001+08:00

Just here to update my blog.
Holiday's just basically shopping, eating and enjoying.
And for the first time in my life, I worked! :D
3 days, and I am halfdead.
Now I know how tiring to work fullday on a super crowded roadshow.
But yes, I am super satisfied too!(: we managed to sell over 400 units handphones within 3 days, haha!
I am so PROUD of myself, hehe!
Lastly, just a short update on my location, I am at jakarta.
A last long holiday before school starts ):
O's next year, OMG?! I am super not ready.
So sorry for not updating so long okay my loyal readers.
Peiqi, I know you're one of them, haha!

Get well soon grandpa, everyone's wishing you well(:

2009-11-24T23:47:00.002+08:00

that slap of yours.. i'll remember, but i'll not blame you..
the only thing i want, is to make a decision for myself..
this is my life, i've grown up..
i'm 16... i want to make choices for my life, and i'll be responsible for my decision,
can't i? :/

all the blame is on me...................

do you know it hurts? it really hurts, deeply):

2009-11-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY! YO YO YO!
OMG! it is now 11.21 pm and i am going back to indonesia tomorrow afternoon.
I HAVE YET TO PACK MY THINGS!
FORGET IT! later then pack, i'm very lazy to pack now.
anyway, yesterday celebrate lewlew birthday(:
it was fun right lew?(:
we partnership to di siao people, hehe!
then alot left at 10+ 11.
a few ton at my house.
GAMBLE GAMBLE GAMBLE, then hungry and go eat prata.
come back home gamble gamble gamble AGAIN until 8+ morning.
sleep for 2 hours before TCK wake me up because of CHEONGPEIQI call! BITCH!
and STUPID CHEAH HOW make so much noise that i cant sleep anymore.
gamble AGAIN* until 3+ before all left.
then i went to chinatown to buy things and headed to tuition.
I AM DEAD BEAT sia.
cannot tahan, sleep there instead of having tuition. haha! for 1/2 hr only hor!
and within this 1/2 hr, LEW keep waking me up, first to take foolscap, BABI right?!
disturb my sleep. but at least, my eye bags are not as dark bah >.<
I HAVE EYEBAGS!!!!!!!!!!! ):
SAVE ME!!! and i can't sleep enough tonight, need to ton to pack my things):
HOW? HOW? HOW?
and tomorrow need to wake up early to meet TJM,PQ,LEW for breakfast before i leave.
They scared they miss me too much, so must take a good look at me before i leave, HAHA!
alrights, i think i better go and pack things le.
DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH AYE! :D

lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARMAINELEWSZELING! :D

P.s. SEAFOOD i am COMINGGGGGGGG! :D

2009-11-10T23:05:00.003+08:00

Homework's my LIFE.

From now, i have to chiong all my hw :/
i need to at least complete 3/8 of it before i go back lah!
the rest, 1/8 maybe do it in indonesia, and 1/2 chiong before school starts!!
i'm not in the mood for doing hw, but i need to.
CHIONG AHHHHHHH!
hey! look, it's 10/11/09!! 2 more days and it'll be................... ^^ *evil smile*
and today,
i read chinese newspaper!
OM_G! my standard is worst than i thought :/
out of 10 difficult words, i got 2 correct maybe. LOL!
But got people say my chinese not bad, HEE :D
remember what others praised about you, you can be happy, so why not?(:
LOOK AT THE POSITIVE SIDE! my chinese last time not bad kay! so dont call me chinese NOOB, but EXPERT! ^^
that's all.
going back real soon,
miss me okay! :D
HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

超级大笨蛋, 我会永远在你左右.

2009-11-09T02:23:00.002+08:00

It's Monday.
As usual, people have monday 蓝s.
But not for me(:
because i dont have to wake up early to go school anymore(:
AND today is 9/11/09.
means people are leaving for either OBS or japan!
bon voyage(:
alrights,
time for me to OO, nights(:

-我对人u很失望!

2009-11-07T21:56:00.002+08:00

Yesterday,
I had much fun(:
laughing and laughing because...
刘毒玲BREAK DANCE! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA!
as it was after raining, parts of the floor are wet.
instead of walking on the dry floor, she ran on the wet floor. HAHA!
FUNNY LAH! and she wore full white!
IMAGINE? ^^
went CHOMPCHOMP to eat then, all the stalls we orders seems to be so stingy.
$8 stingray is bigger than $12 stingray (different stalls) 无话可说!
after that went to buy frolic home! NICE(:
i spent almost $50 today, OMG! must cut down my spendings.
okay, i am going to use 1 chinese sentence or whatever to improve my chinese kay?(:
早知今日,何必当初. correct? ^^

2009-11-06T14:48:00.003+08:00

YYYYYYYYYYY

With all my love, I wish you'll be loved! (:
alrights, just went blog hopping, andddddddddddd...
HAHA! it's a secret!
and today's last day of school and i'm not late!!! I'M NOT LATE OKAY!
elaine feel honoured because i was punctual for school and it was her lesson. LOL!
School so called ended at 10 for me? LOL!
10, recess.
10.30, SS no lesson! played dai di(:
11.30, released.
waited 1 hr for the rest to be released, bloody hell BORED!
then clear my locker, and here I am, at home.
current mood: HAPPY! i also dont know why, LOL!
going out pretty soon, bye(:
*THERE'S ANOTHER GOOD NEWS WORS! (can i say it out?(: )

6 MORE DAYS! :D

2009-11-05T22:02:00.002+08:00

HEADSTART!
out of 4 days, i am late for 3 days! OMG!
today i came out early, but waited for sooooooo damn long to get a cab.
in the end still late!
I'M NOT GONNA BE LATE TOMORROW!
and headstart's very boring.
everyday gamble to kill time.

there's GOOD NEWS now!
should i say there's 2 good news,
or 1 good and 1 bad?
1st,
I DO NOT HAVE TO SEAT FOR RE-EXAM!(:
2nd,
as i've said earlier i'll think about the 3 choices i had,
I decide to take chinese still as suggested by you guys.
right or wrong decision, i do not know.
but i'll try to get back to my standard bah, happy to see this PEIQI?(:
so don't be surprised if i talk/text using chinese okay!

2009-11-02T23:28:00.003+08:00

9 years of study,
not once have i been advance.
but today, this morning,
i found out i am being advance.
but it was elaine birthday.
so didn't think much and continue with clebration instead.
only until i sat down and look through my report book again.
i was speechless, i was advance.
a disaster for me, i dont know how to tell my parents,
but after a long thinking and worrying, i text my mom.
no reaction from her, makes my wonder why.
wait till i go back i'll explain why.
alrights, i am tired.
time to sleep, nights.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAO HONG!

Behind every smile,

there's a hidden mystery.

P.s. Cheer up AHLIEN(:

2009-10-31T12:20:00.003+08:00

report book yesterday.
didn't get back mine.
i was wondering what conduct will i get.
and my remarks.
now, i am still wondering.
when can i get back my report book? monday?(:

after school yesterday,
went to cafe cartel, KFC and subway. HAHA!
then home and off to champion.
BLOODY HELL jam from braddell to bishan.
and CL scream whenever there's thunder or lighting. HAHAHAHA!
aft few rounds of pool went to SUMO house,
the food is not nice. i can even cook better la~
headed to raiders to find the guys,
chat with PQ.
she's very very ANGRY. relax okay(:
and disscuss about dropping chinese with her.
i got 3 choices. (Finally i got response after asking for so long(:)
1) drop to CLB
2) drop to malay
3) remain taking chinese
where's my 4th choice?
drop MTL.
and yeah, like some others, she suggested 3.
because i studied so many years of chinese, and giving up is a waste.
i'll think about it, and give me suggestion please.

2009-10-29T20:29:00.004+08:00

2nd post.

CHEONG PEIQI!
how dare you blame me.
who ask you be night owl, i 5 am still in my wonderland okay(:
go school, dont know who pon school today ah.
*roll eyes*
ABNORMAL! people go school you sleep, people sleep you play.
aiyo! 无药可救! :D

and my fav. phrase now, 不进棺材不流泪(:
I USED CHINESE HOR CHEONG PEIQI! DONT PLAY PLAY(:

2009-10-29T19:13:00.002+08:00

YO! :D
super happy now! just finished cooking spagghetti for dinner.
laughing all the way, put too much chilli padi i think, haha!
yeah, today is thursday.
which means i ate suasage today! PQ you never eat, booooo! :)
as usual, went to school and first day without maid.
so nearly late because i have to prepare everything myself, and i got to washed the clothes or i'll have no uniform tomorrow! so went to on the washing machine first before leaving.
reach school just on time, realising i did not bring a single book for today. hehe!
so just listen during maths class and chinese, there's pile of HW la!
but i'm not going to do it, hee :D
less XX assignments for me!
after recess, had a chat session outside class with Ljiaxin, JT, CL and a few others.
then ms kim came and none of us realised it until the class greet her.
so yeah, as usual had to listen to her reasons before we can go in(:
after school spammed call PQ but failed.
went to eat and homed.
SUPER DUPER EARLY! 1++ reached home!

EL, sob sob.
fail whole exam because of english.
need to see parents :/
i'll ask my bro for help then! :D
alrights, off for my dinner, bye!

2009-10-27T19:03:00.003+08:00

Cause there's something in the way you look at me, makes me believe...

Good girl is here! hehe!
yeah, headstart doesn't seems to be headstart huh!
Like free period, LOL!
and today when raining, BO and few others SAVE a kitten.
quite cute though, but still. i didn't dare to touch it. ^^
after school went to eat McDonald to collect the Monopoly(:
Then went back school to celebrate this girl birthday, called WONG LAIYEE!
be honoured your big name here okay!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 4BUTTONS! :D
lastly,
Goodluck for the sec4s(:
TJM better DO WELL OKAY! i am warning you! GO AND STUDY NOW!!

2009-10-26T20:27:00.002+08:00

SCHOOL TOMORROW! :/
means, HEADSTART starts tomorrow.zz.
I am so tired, very very tired.
AND! I can't skip school during the Headstart >.<
IRRITATING!
and today,
loh teo called me and asked me go training.
persuaded lew and PQ.
went training late and we ran for 1.5 HOURS!
SO TIRING!
but i'll be my last training most probably :D
That's all, I shall go and do my HW! :)

2009-10-25T11:20:00.002+08:00

Whenever You Need Somenone, I can be the Someone.

Cheer up my dear!
I asked you to share but you wouldn't.
Things don't always go the way we want them to be,
be strong.
You know, problems and questions are for us to solve,
not for us to hide.
When you read this, and you're ready to pour everything out.
call me(:
Lastly,
I STILL WANT YOU TO CHEER UP(: like how you asked me to cheer up the other day.

2009-10-24T13:02:00.006+08:00

Your Voice I Miss.

without me calling,
i wouldn't have realised i've never heard your voice for a month i guess.
hearing your voice really makes me realise i have not been calling you for so long.
been long since you talk to me and asking me about my life here.
just then i realise i really miss you lots.
Hearing your voice really makes me happy(: MISS YOU DADDY!
yeah, he might be coming in a week time(:

C, L, A, U, D, I, A,
nobody has always been happy;
nobody has always won;
nobody has always success;
cause,
nobody has never been hurt.
nobody has never lost.
nobody has never failed.

2009-10-23T18:36:00.004+08:00

HELLO!
i am back, happier(:
still not very satisfied with my result though,
but what can i do.
life's supposed to be fun now! so yeah, i've decided to have fun(:
but i'll not forget, i still need to revise,practice and study cause..
I'LL BE BACK STRONGER NEXT YEAR! :)
watch out okay! (quote from BM(: )
and! i am super duper happy that I PASSED MY CHINESE OVERALL(:
and! MDMGUYUEHONG! is back! means the witch has vanished into thin air(:
guess chinese class will be very noisy from now on with me and ah gu quarreling! hehe!
yeah, as i've said, I'LL BE BACK STRONGER! so, make sure you will be stronger next year!(:
off to do my hw! (guai kia always do their work!)
goodbye and ENJOY!

promotion day is coming,
guess P&VP won't be helping much,
teachers' hardwork&help needed! so PLEASE have good comments on your students(:

2009-10-21T19:13:00.002+08:00

What do you think of me?
It's for the first time I got so low i guessed.
And I am totally disappointed, not with others, but with myself.
Have I not practice enough? Or I am not focus enough?
Now that I realise, results is not what matter most,
the key point is whether you've improved or you've let yourself down.
75, yes. to some of you this may be good or bad.
some have improved to get this marks, i must say well done.
but for me, i am totally disapponted :/
I can't describe my feelings too. But all I know is I am DISAPPONTED.
I keep comforting myself, not bad. still A, but no use):
this suck feeling just wont go away!
but still, thanks to my friends who comfort me(:
and I have to tell someone, I am very sorry..

IWANNAGETDRUNK!

sometimes, being drunk is not a bad thing,

you can let out all your unhappiness and you'll never feel the suck feelings. :/

2009-10-20T15:19:00.002+08:00

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D
I am so happy now!
yesterday 2E2 outing(:
BBQ-ed at Yong's house.
Had much fun!
EHM EHM was DRUNK HUH!
NEXT TIME DRIVE YOUR BMW la, DONT DRINK!
hahaahha!
WENT LIKE CRAZY! JUMP INTO POOL(:
HAD FUN LA(:
Gambled for awhile, then off to jaymus birthday BBQ.
continue game, I WAS THE CHAI SHEN YE! AHAHHAHA!
then off to Ljiaxin house, I LOST >.<
play play, i got HIGH and keep laughing with SHAMIR! HAHAHA!
then FINALLY, got to eat bak chor mee.
PRATA HOUSE closed): no more 24-hour!
there, got 1 mad uncle! SIAO!
eat and homed at 4, my bro fetched(:
NOW, i got stomach ache for eating only bakchormee for the whole day.zz.

and, MONDAY IS HEADSTART! GRRR! STUDY again):

2009-10-18T23:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAMIR!(:
you now can officially do whatever you want in public huh!
:D

2009-10-17T23:54:00.007+08:00

TELL ME WHAT TO DO.

i really don't know what to do,
out of a sudden my parents are controlling me.
control and control, whereever i go,
they will ask me where i go,
who am i going with,
what time will i be back etc.
i really don't get it.
what have i exactly done to make you lose your trust and faith in your daughter?
the way you asked me, it's so cold.
when i told you i am going with my friend, you insist on me giving you their names.
i gave you their names, do you know who were they?
i really don't get it, why are you controlling me so strictly suddenly.
is it because i didn't tell you i am going chalet?
if it is, i am really sorry, i really don't want to lose the trust and faith you had in me):
and yeah, sorry, i can't tell you where brother is now.
i know i am not being good making you worry where he is now, but..
if i tell you, you'd know earlier on i have been helping him by lying to you and he'll get scolded and he'll not trust me anymore. what should i do? :/
i really don't know promising him not to tell my parents he's on holiday will give me so much trouble, contact me asap will you?
after exam i suppose to be having fun, but i feel so empty..
tell me what should i do.
Trust.Promise.Faith.

&&
my BlackBerry no longer function how it supposed to,
its trackball can't scroll up, screwed!
spare phone, N97 but i still want BB):

2009-10-16T22:32:00.002+08:00

YOU HAVE COME TO THE END OF EXAMINATION, goodbye! :D
yeah, exam has ended and results are back!
don't intend to go school, but once i got the news a math result out alot of failures,
i decided to go school to give some comfort(:
and surprisingly, i passed my a math!
50/100. 11 people pass in the whole level and highest is 67.
CHEER UP people(:
E math p2, scored!
SS, unexpected again, i passed!
went to e3 to do usual routine with elisa, and grrrr.
this stupid man took my pass away. ASS la!
went back to class instead, played with my iTouch.
after school,
eat and went home to sleep.
chalet has made me run out of energy i guess, but i had FUN!(:
now i am at home, so boringgggggggg...
nothing to do until i asked ONG to play UNO with me..
I WON OKAY BITCH! :)
results,
MATH P2,EL,PHY,CHEM,Chinese.
I want to know my MATH and EL so i can either be relieved or worried.
and yeah, last chinese cause i ________ it.

i read this quote in e2 class, "when you want to give up, think again why do you bother to hold on for so long in the first place." quite encouragin and inspiring i think.
so, why not we persevere till the end?(:

2009-10-11T01:49:00.002+08:00

2 more days, and I am done with EOY..
EOY, 1 word. SCREWED!
yeah, no use regretting.
Hope i will do well for Phy and Maths on mon.
The rest, well, i've got no comments.
I just DONT WANT to get back my results >.<
can teachers just keep it for themselves?):
enough about exam,
cause i want exam to end fast.
GOOD LUCK PEOPLE! :)

for my DARLINGS, cheer up kays! (:
-I am here, for you.
-What people say are just comments, what matter most is what you think.
-Yesterday is a history, today is a present and tomorrow is a surprise.
-Results dont matter most, what matter most is that you know you've done your best(:
-Lastly, just believe all these cause it really cheered me up :D

2009-10-05T00:01:00.002+08:00

OMG!!
12.01 am.
means i am taking EL paper later!!!!!!!!
i am so not prepared la.
urghhhhh.. nvm, i'll do my best(:
EXAMS starts,
CHALLENGE begins.

and oh,
i have to remind you guys to be careful from now on.
i just heard that my bro friend's neighbour house being theft.
and there's more,
another thing.
my house got a strange call just now looking for my uncle.
my maid answered and say my uncle's not around.
the person put down the phone and there's a call afterwhich.
but the person disconnect it after my maid answered the call.
just after my maid put down the phone,
she heard footsteps from outside.
and she went to she from the door and saw a man wearing black walking from my house door to the lift and stop there for quite awhile to stare at my house before taking the lift.
and yeah i got freak out, must be careful from now onwards.
just be more alert.

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE(:

2009-10-01T19:13:00.002+08:00

EOY is coming real soon..
and yeah, i am getting more stressed up with studies.
listening in class attentively, after school go and study, go home also study until fall asleep.
now i am having a panda eye >.<
after exam i am going to sleep all i can la!
and yeah,
in school nothing much happen.
3 periods of AM, extremely tired but still listen(:
MT, .......................
remember liao spoil my mood.
i went back to class for the sake of seeing my oral mark.
in the end, i go in and laugh abit she scold and diao.
everyday know how to diao, getting sick of it la.
other people shout also diao me, wth la, everything me -.-
GRRRR! luckily today is last day of lesson la, i cant stand it liao.
and 1 more thing, for 1 period, she spent it by giving like less than 10 compo -.-
EL, oral thingy.
i remember pic discussion format again(:
chem, i am really very very tired..
but still listen cause i need to get A for my chem, LOL!
maths and maths supp, still stay awake cause i played until not tired le(:
played netball awhile and got caught :/
dinner and homed.

Study later, chem test tomorrow.
4 more days to EOY, 3 more days to study. GOODLUCK PEOPLE! :D
your every hardwork counts now(:

2009-09-25T19:52:00.003+08:00

HELLO!(:
i shall update since tomorrow is weekend.
firstly,
had chem test and phy lesson.
PE,
finally can have PE after soooooooooo long.
played captain ball and maybe we were extremely noisy.
mr goh shouted "YOU ALL HAVE TO BE QUIET!"
my reaction was, looking around to locate him,
and he respnded with a lame action, open and close his class window while saying " I am here" in a low tone.
instead of keeping quiet, i laugh la!
played till SM make me got 1 baluku.
today PE lesson was the most fun of all la!(:
SS,
SO DAMN FUN!
we: miss vasuki, we want to be a vasantham star.
vasuki: you all cant even speak hindi, go be la.
me: i can i can, 'pandi,pandi'
vasuki: you'll be the first one to be kicked out.
* V. walked away*
me: eh cher, i can! 'wompode wompode wompode'. how to say the if you see any suspicious belongings, please call in hindi?
vasuki: no link to the work i gave you, i'm not telling you.
me: eh, next time if i cannot find job, i can go SMRT say i want to work what.
laugh laugh laugh.
she funny la!
2nd,
me: ms vasuki, where's shawn?
vasuki: *look at shawn place* where is shawn?
we: he go out.
*shawn trying to crawl from mok place to his place*
vasuki look around, then suddenly ONG stand up and shawny was behind him.
HIT HIM!! ahahaha! whole class laugh la! in the end got caught also! :D
3rd,
i went to V. table and she taught me the P & Q thingy.
P for please, Q for thank Q.
.........................
me: teacher, can you tell me please?
V. took my book and answer me.
V.: anymore question?
me: say please. *LOL!*
she gave me a very funny expression and my book back so i must say thankyou and she replied welcome.
all the lessons with her is entertaining la.
RJ THE BEST! :D
aft school, play bball and netball.
had alot of fun! yeah, i am totally exhausted. but i wont mind as long as i am happy(:

2009-09-23T22:55:00.003+08:00

short post,

I HATE LIARS!!!
I HATE BEING LIED BY PEOPLE!!!

damn you,
i intend to go out happily today to have fun.
but i just reach home to bathe and my blood boils.
i can't even leave house with a smile.
cause of who? FREAK LA!
IHATEBEINGLIED!
if its, for my own good that you lied, i can accept it and forgive you.
but now, I CANT EVEN TELL YOU'RE LYING OR TELLING ME THE TRUTH.
to me, all that come out from your mouth now is just bullshit.
DAMN! go out come home blood boils again! DAMN IT!

2009-09-22T23:05:00.003+08:00

alrights,
sorry for not updating so long.
been quite busy and lazy to update :)
2 more weeks, EOY starts :/
i've been trying hard to study.
though it never seems to satisfy you,
trying my best to study all the test i can,
when i never bother in the past.
but i wont stop here,
since i work so hard halfway through,
might as well i continue till OEY.
i just had to persevere for 1 more month and i will be free!(:
No matter what other think about my hard work, i will stay like this.
WORK HARD EVERYONE!!
all the best!(:
and i'll be updating less frequently till EOY.

lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMMINGZHEN! (:

2009-09-13T22:29:00.004+08:00

It's a sunday.
supposed to be fun isn't it?
but i have to drag myself out of my hometown back to singapore.
when i want to go back, iamsonotlookingforwardtoit.
now,when i want to come back, iamsonotlookingforwardtoittoo.
when i dont have the holiday mood, it is holiday.
when i have the holiday mood, school starts.
tomorrow, i have to drag myself out of the house and to school :/
how i wish it's still a holiday for me,
and still in indonesia.
playing and having fun!
and when i used to be here, it'll be time for holiday again.
1 word for holiday, Fantastic.
1 word for schoolday, Suck.

Hol HW, not done. (:
see ya all tomorrow!

12 sept,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY L.BROTHER&LIMBINHUI! (:

2009-09-06T23:55:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
guess where am i(:
INDONESIAAAAAAAAAA :D
WOHOOOOOO!
hahas! my first day back here,
and i have been haunting for foods, LOL!
my day here will be full of meals and meals and meals and fun!
i guess that's all.
see you after the holidays!
MIA in progress.

enjoy your holiday people!(:

2009-09-04T21:29:00.002+08:00

ankle still swollen,
can you just leave me for 1 week?
just this 1 week holiday.
i dont want my mother to know my ankle still injured la.
the only fear is, she wont let me play bball anymore >.<
so yeah, i hope she wont say so.
today, had chem and phy.
collected TYS money and pass to ms kim,
she said i can work in bank or with loanshark cause i can collect money fast!LOL!
PE was just staying in class playing and walking around.
then beautify school day.
my mood just went down la, idk why.
but of course, it wont stay long with me cause i've got my classmates who will crack jokes and make me laugh, and xiao hong thought something happened to me, cause i seldom quiet(: HAHA!
just realise, when i'm quiet people will questioned me.
when i am noisy people will ask me to shut up. :D
had FUN definitely cleaning and laughing.
got back report book,
can't say satisfied cause i've got F9 for chem which is 1 of my strongest sub):
the other sub, i've got no comment la.
but MATHS&HUMANITIES is a satisfication!
nvm, this is not the end.
EOY will definitely be better if i work hard(:
aft school slack around.
CL house played mahjong, holiday HW, and computer.
hokkien mee for dinner tonight, 1 word, YUMMY!
homed.

yeah, holiday is here(:
and i am going back to indonesia for holiday!

2009-09-01T23:02:00.002+08:00

had fun with JT, JX, ratna, shawn,terence, edwin.
Bandslam was rather funny.
then we were like tourist LOST in our way, so just walk and walk and walk and joke.
when we're at OC, there's a shop named bus stop at lvl 5.
edwin retardedly said there is air bus upstairs with the action.
SUPER FUNNY! ^^
to shin sheh at 6.30.
home at 8 and tuition till 10.
now, i just had my dinner and i've not bath.
so diff to bath with my ankle wrapped :/

lastly,
YHAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!Y

2009-08-31T00:21:00.003+08:00

there's this story of a mother and a daugther.

mother: now that you've grown up, you dont bother to care about me.
daughter: *speechless*
mother: you only find me when you need money.
daughter: (relationship is drifting apart, i've got no idea to start a conversation with you)
mother: even if i'm alive, or i'm dead you'll not even care.
daughter: (you're my mum, how can i not care?)
mother: one day, i'll just leave you alone.
daughter: *speechless*
mother: i'm tired of nagging you.
story paused.

if this were to happen to US,
how will you feel as a daughter?
hurt?sad?disappointed?

i just wanna say YOU'LL ALWAYS BE THE ONE I CARED FOR MOST MUM!(:

2009-08-30T23:17:00.003+08:00

went AMK to meet JT and JX.
late >.<
had hokkien mee for brunch then
went round looking for things.
we HAD a super FUNNY gift.
then bought things at NTUC,
continue to popular at jubilee and Yong's house.
FY joined and we had TONS of fun lah!
HEART HEART!
it's so damn nice and tasty(:
had FUN all the way till 7+.
leave and cabbed to bugis.
HELL, cost a BOMB.
meet my 2E2 mates at a buffet :D
shocked!! you will be shocked if you've seen too!
they've eaten a LOTLOTLOT lah!
and i've just came, 1+ hr after them.
full, so we decided to leave before they checked on the leftover.
walked to BJ and MRT-ed to PS.
bought a thing and homed.
today expenses cost me a BOMB.
next month, it must be a SAVING MONTH!!

2009-08-29T17:40:00.003+08:00

-Friday-
raining again.
and i went to school early to pass things.
then had chem, phy. forget what i did.
PE, slack in class and have a secretive discussion.
SS,
passed my CA2!! :D
so far so good, i passed all my CA2, but guess i will fail chem):
aft school celebrate HUI-EN birthday and had fun smashing cakes =)
SORRY! :P
did some maths work while waiting for training to end.
then rehearsal,
we had FUN running around la!!LOL!
in the end also can sneak in. HAHA!
had dinner and homed.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUI-EN!(:

ELISA,
cheer up kay(:
we're still BFF.

today,
went for tuition and homed.

tomorrow's gonna be quite a busy day.

2009-08-27T22:27:00.004+08:00

THERE'S NOT MEANT TO BE PERFECTION

went to school and it was raining again.
it was raining like from midnight when i going sleep until i woke up. POWERPACK.
3 maths period, it feels like hours had passed but maths still not over.
ate smallballs. HAHA! shared one whole pack.
chinese, FREE PERIOD!
SO HAPPY LA! :D
chatted with BenOng and mrs cheong.
had a long and FUN talks(:
EL,
presentation ended.
and it is HOTDOGS time =)
followed by chem,
i've got my crystals done! it was humongous one can!
but sadly it broke into pieces, ms kim said it was supposed to be pieces but they stick, thats why.
): i havent took a pic of it, but i have the quite BIG piece picture.
CME,
shall not say what happen.

then PHY supp,
attendace full despite of very last minute decision, surprised.
after which shoot afew bballs and they played match.
can't play, so watched till i'm bored.
then talk with M&BH awhile and went up hall,
trying to get entertainment.
but waited for 1 hr before they start,
bored to death la!
talk and talk and talk and talk and home.
my life's full of talking =)

MOLLY,
good luck for your prelims alright.
do your best(:
JY or else see you in ____.
must pass okay!

2009-08-26T22:57:00.005+08:00

-Tuesday-
gave school a miss as i injured my ankle.
then msged with 3 girls which were seating next to each other, FUNNY ar!
intend to find shin sheh? but after i left the place where i get my ankle treated,
i realised it was more of a foot massage, LOL!
then rushed home for tuition(:

-Today-
went school,
SUCK to the MAX la,
as you know it is for sure CHINESE that suck ttm. -.-
when i talk, i disturb.
i do my own things, you also not happy.
Please la hor, you still think i got respect for you huh?
BULLSHIT, want to minus my test marks eh? why never, JOKES!
anyway, i got 29/50. 14/30 for last minute anyhow numbers, and 15/20 for compre,
actually i can add 1/2 marks i guess, but can't be bothered la.
see that face i want to puke, rather not.
GEOG,
did quiz for 2 periods(:
CME,
watched the MA LI and ______ video dancing, very nice and touching(:
go and watch it, first handicapped to participate in CCTV dance competition.
Maths,
busy busy.
and AGAIN,
I WANT TO SKIP this period la, DAMN!
then Chem,
i PASSED MY TEST!!
HAHA! guess how much i got /25 ^^
then i had a so called complain session? :D
TPY for beef noodle and homed.
here i am.

MOLLY!
2 more days to your prelim,
STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

I can be nice,

but I too can be cruel.

your action,

is the reason for my attitude towards you.

2009-08-24T21:27:00.002+08:00

first lesson of school,
ENGLISH!!
morning assembly talk all the way cause i want to forget about presentation.
in the end, still had my presentation :/
presentation's just okay i think.
a BIG relieved, need not care about presentation anymore!(:
phy, phototaking session! HAHA!
our fun shot is like formal la, just that we change place.
Maths, go out measure tree. ZZ.
then i was helping mrs.foo cleaning her bag, found a lipbalm.
played with it, then Kwan came and i gave him, he used it okay!
i shall post his pic later! hahahaha!
chinese, CRAPS LA!
whatever you want, i dont give a damn.
you want to play with my CA mark, you think i can control you?
go ahead BITCH! go geylang entertain people la, here no one want to be entertained by you.
and oh, you dont try to act one cute here can, dont make me puke.
you think by doing so we will like you? pleaseee la... we not 3 yr old kids, you're just makinf a BIG FOOL out of yourself. -.-
Chem, the blue crystals the other half did had formed.
but my green crystals is still totally liquid la!
still must wait for 2-4 days.

had training aft that,
kinda slack.
had dinner and homed.
i've got tons of tasks waiting for me >.<
guess i'll better get going.

2009-08-22T20:08:00.005+08:00

yesterday,
watch Where got Ghost.
Funny show, go and catch it!
hell tired, actually went home at 8+ and fall asleep on the floor.
woke up at 1.30 am and bath. hehe!
then continue with my sleep.

today,
stayed at home the whole day.
forgot about my EL tuition! so i skipped!haha(:
busy busy busy! HWs, teachers' day card not done, gifts not bought.

monday is my EL presentation day,
nervous nervous :/

2009-08-19T23:20:00.003+08:00

莫里陈佳美, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY! :D
hope you enjoy our presents!

basically, went to school and had assembly.
chinese, FREAK YOU LA!
i got pass up your work you say i never, i bet you never even check la.
you not happy with me then just say dont like me lor.
as if i like you, give you face do your work, but what i get?
early in the morning spoil my mood, FINE!
you don't deserve to be respected by me ANYMORE!!
then you still bark and bark like a MAD DOG.
do you think by you acting fierce we will e scared of you?
tell you, N.O! i'll hate you to the core.
i really want a transfer of chinese class badly >.<
who can help me please??
Geog, had to re-do my hw and did pair work.
trying to improve on my Geog(:
CME is just waiting to go for recess, LOL!
celebrate MOLLY birthday, FLOUR FLOUR FLOUR!
today cannot, tomorrow still can hor molly tan(:
math, BORED but still listen.
PCCG, drew a very nice and big octopus! nice la(:
credits to JT,JY,JX and me.

training and SAKURA, damn full as we combined all 3 meals into 1.
had fun laaa! MOLLY, hope you enjoy it(:

25 more min your big day ENDS, HAHA!

2009-08-18T23:00:00.002+08:00

brought bread to school today,
2 sets, 1 drop even before i can have a bite of IT!! so angry :@
so ended up foodless for maths :/
EL, freee period.
SS, so called free period. (ms.vasuki was 10 min late as usual)
maths again. BORED BORED BORED!!
phy, SPA!!
i wrote the unit WRONG >.<
just a cube and my 1/10 mark is gone...

MOLLY,
cheer up kay(:
we all will always be there for you.
don't keep it to yourself kays.
GIVE YOU A KISS come! LOL!
SMILE SMILE SMILE!
tomorrow's your BIGGEST day :D ENJOY it!

a person isn't a failure if he/she does not give up,

but he/she will be a failure if he/she stops there.

Resilience&perseverance in you.

please hold on till the end..

2009-08-17T21:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY INDONESIA!Y

wondering to go school in the morning.
until last minute, decided to go school!
UNEXPECTED, i find today lessons SLACK!
EL, listening to presenters for 3 periods. (my turn coming soon! >.<) Phy, day-dreaming and talking. Maths, eating(: Chinese, walk to e4 and get chocolate(: intended to go to OH class but somehow get chased :/ went back to class and sleep. Chem, realised i've not taken out my pencilbox for the whole day. so, i just studied for 1 period overall! aft school, training. quite boring and i TOTALLY dislike some of the juniors attitude. good to them, they climb up on my head. fierce to them, they wont like but idc. dont think seniors can always tolerate your attitude. then had dinner and homed. I GOT MY PINKBERRY PHONE finally!!!!!! =)
so happy!

2009-08-16T19:50:00.002+08:00

stayed at home the whole day today.
BORED to death.

there's this question on my mind now,
SHOULD I GO TO SCHOOL OR EMBASSY TOMORROW?
confused.

2009-08-15T13:55:00.001+08:00

woke up at 12.
no one's at home :/

cook mee sua to fulfil my stomach wish.
tuition later.

bye.

2009-08-12T21:31:00.003+08:00

morning had assembly,
had to sit in front :/ SO HOT&can't talk.
chinese,
went e4 to talk to CL.
then walk around, back to class. (did some work)
toilet,walk around, class.
Chinese lesson's so boring that i have to kill time.
Geog, paid attention(:
wrote down notes!
CME,
go through Amath test paper,
I PASSED!! not bad(:
i've prepared to fail though,haha!
Math,
boredddddddddddddddddd.
PCCG,
funny funny!
SF and Edwin acted as a couple,
OMG! they was damn funny!

training,
ZZZ, damn tough today >.<
run here and there like crazy.
TIRED LA! but still try to go school for HOTDOG!!
no energy left, K.O!
no study for today, must rest and relax(:

2009-08-11T19:42:00.005+08:00

SUPER DUPER TIRED.
nothing much happen today.
aft school went to see teachers' day rehearsal,
create elaine gang.LOL!
netball was totally fun!
peiqi,jiamei,marcus,weijian,chunkiat&i were 1 team.
have fun running and playing like nobody bussiness.HAHA!
dinner, and homed.

off to study and hw-ing(:
my STUDY MOOD is ON ON ON ON ON ON ON!!!
damn high and i enjoy studying now, idk why.
but shall try to continue like this until EOY(:
the study spirit is BACK! :D

KIRENE OH KAI LING!
so seemed so sad,
SMILE OKAY(:

2009-08-10T22:41:00.014+08:00

SATURDAY-
steamboat.
Had loads of FUN!
i just realised my house is short of alot alot of things! LOL!
but can't be blamed, only me and brother here(:
kitchenware-less future CHEF,LMAO!
dont feel like becoming a chef now, i'm starting to have another dream! ;)

SUNDAY-
tuition and homed.

TODAY-
tuition and homed.
watch mobtv and going to study(:
&&
today is my father birthday!
hope you have a wonderful birthday without me,
my sis and brother went back to celebrate with him.
but i can't )):
so, here am i wishing him.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FATHER!Y
you're the mosttttttttttt wonderful father i have! :D
anything i want you would get it for me,
you've dote me so much!
enjoy your BIG day(:
thankyou for all you have done for me!

laughter that represent happiness,

memories that represent happiness,

tears that represent happiness,

are all priceless..

2009-08-08T13:35:00.005+08:00

EAST COAST PARK!Y070809

National Day celebration.
sit in front alone like 1 stupid.
1 hour or so ended.
this year celebration, not nice.
back to class and wait for bus.
played BINGO as usual,elaine joined us!
she shout BINGO when she had only 1/5 complete.LOL.
bus came, pics session.
ECP, picked up rubbish for awhile.
cigg butts, and we found a CONDOM!
slack, wrote name on the sand, and lots of pics.
HAD FUN!
ate ice cream and back to school.
j8 was packed, ate McDonalds
time:12:34:56 date:070809 = 123456789 at McDonald.
CL house, MAHJONG!! i learnt how to play for the first time,
and i won 1 game!
slack and homed.

2009-08-06T22:11:00.002+08:00

GRRRRRR,
i can't bloghop neither go to blog.
only can open blogger.
something wrong with my com and google.
school,
Amath test was horrible!!
i actually know and on the correct steps,
but i skip and no time to finish the papers laaa........
SO ANGRY! i learnt okay!
then math, chinese.
today, never sleep nor do work.
walk around and eat chiffon cake e3 people made.
NICE! talk session with nicole, sharmeel, jasmine.
EL, did nothing as IT not working :D
chem, practical.
CME, did nothing.
SLACK right?(:
but i misplaced my calculator somewhere. ROAR!
my nice 2waypower calculator, i am going to find you back!

EastCoastPark tomorrow,
SNACKS time!

2009-08-05T19:38:00.003+08:00

I don't wish so, but i've got no choice.

like i predicted,
chinese was hell for me.
today didn't sleep, i tried to listen to her but still..
no result, i can't understand what she is talking, is not that i am racist.
but her tone just makes me dont understand what she is trying to tell me.
i dont wish so, but i've got no choice.
gave up and did english instead,
to think about it, so far this term i've done well for my current CA but guess will deprove.
GYL said that everything has a reason, maybe you're right.
i'll not let everything goes to a waste, if necessary i'll ask my parents to see P.
Geog, FANTASTIC!
i passed test! *blink blink* 13/20
and geog trip to JAPAN! winter(:
but each class only 5 going, hope i will be chosen.
CME, clean up class.
Math, dont understand a single thing.
PCCG, laughing all the way.
JOKES huh! and i got 23/20 for circle test((:
I AM SO SATISFIED WITH MY TESTSSSSSSSSS!
had CHEM mock SPA, edit EL speech, bball, dinner and homed.

oh ya,
i actually tried to pay attention in class the whole day,
though i gave up halfway through for chinese.
but still, i TRIED! :D

tomorrow Amath test,
wish me luck people!

2009-08-04T22:30:00.002+08:00

as usual,
school nothing much happen.
5 periods of Amath just fly over me, nothing went in at ALL.
EL, free period.
SS, rihana biased, scold me never scold sec4.
Phy, mock SPA.
think i get it correct bah!(:
aft school, xiao hong help me with Amath!
at least, i wont fail bah.
will practice tomorrow.
headed to j8 for dinner+lunch and YAMI YOGURT!!! (crave for 4days)
homed.

CHINESE TOMORROW?!
damn it la, IHATECHINESE!
how many times must i say this?
just let me transfer class can? >.<

Hw, you are always chasing me.
aren't you tired?
why not we make a deal?
you stop chasing me, i stop hating you?(:

2009-08-03T19:57:00.004+08:00

went school,
no spot check!(:

EL chiong my presentation report,
phy was hell tired but cannot sleep :/
math was again, CRAPS, i dont understand a single thing O_O
thurs Amath test, how am i going to pass when i never study that chapter?
zz.
think i need some help, i dont want to fail MATHS!!
chinese, needless to say, sleeping throughout.
then chem and training.
Unexpected!, training was damn slacked.
taught the sec1s&2s the drills that we're supposed to do.
then 5.30 had to go for NE quiz, 1 word, LAME!
there's a question who is fann wong going to married with? is this part of the singapore hist?
if that's so, who is (any GYSS teacher) going to married with?LMAO.
then she said we cant answer ready.
when we gave others chance, nobody even answered.
so we just shout out the answers and chased out.
went home lorhs(: thanks for the early release!

alrights,
i think i had tons of HW chasing me AGAIN!!! >.<
but i am just going to complete EL project, and the rest if have time.
HWHWHWHWHWHWHWHWHWHWHWHWHWHWHWHW is haunting me.........

Lastly,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI JIAN!
hope you like our present! HAHA!

2009-08-02T22:52:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
i'm so looking forward to tomorrow!
yami yogurt!!! :D
but training tomorrow >.<
no physical pleaseeeeeeeeee.

and, tomorrow lessons' so bored.
IHATEMONDAY, and there's assembly tomorrow.
must be early for school, and reading period.
sian 1/2.
going to school just to whack WJ and eat yami yogurt.
alright,
nothing much.
i want my BLACKBERRY sooooooooon!(:

2009-08-01T22:27:00.002+08:00

Slowly, i am going to forget how to write it.
Soon, i am going to forget how to say it.
i have this feeling for chinese.
DAMN, i just remember suddenly that i want to change chinese class.
EMERGENCY! if not i really will forget how to write and speak.
not allowing my 1234567 years of learning it gone.
help me to appeal anyone?

oh, i am so hungry now.
stomach still empty. *grumbling*

2009-08-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

august

welcome(:

3 aug, whacking weijian day.

8 aug, steamboat day.

9 aug, national day.

10 aug, school holiday. (tuition >.<)

19 aug, TJM BIGGEST DAY!!

31 aug, teachers' day celebration&last day of school! :D

that's my schedule this month!

so looking forward.

as for yesterday, K.O!

had chem practical,phy lesson (test postponed),PE (sweat and laughed alot!^^) FUN FUN!,

SS had fun spamming jasmineT and making fun of miss 'RIHANNA'. damn funny!

then j8 to eat yami yogurt ((((: so damn nice laaaaa, i want to buy home-packed next time.

strawberry flavour and peach recommended.
take pic for ez-link. so ugly, my pimples is obvious -.-

AMK to make ez-link card,lunch,durian puffs,slack,NTUC, then to RP to watch match.

so nice laaa, i think GYSS not even 1/8 of the school,LOL,took >5 min to reach the indoor court.

reach home at 11.30.

K.O!

fall asleep and woke up at 5pm today, POWERPACK AH!

think my eyebag is gone bah :D

gonna use facial mask later, so cooling!

pic timeee.

2009-07-30T22:09:00.002+08:00

so fullllllllllllll,
went to eat steamboat and guess what, i only eat man tou, sausage, chicken, wanton.
and it cost almost $20. GOLDEN CHICKEN? HAHA!

today,
i thought i was late for school, but i did not(:
last customer to go in!
then had maths test!YAY! i am going to pass with flying colours.
after which, miss ong taught us math and as usual, nobody pay attention.
me and nicole spammed choon seng-ratna,jasmineT (620 msg for this person). tomorrow continue?(:
chinese,what a DAY!
went e2 class for half a period,
went back class and she doesn't care when i walk into class(:
i went back just to send bella to GO.
in the end, she went home and i help her take bag, wait for cab.
by then chinese ended!LOL!
it's been a week and i've not been in class to greet her or to know her name la!
chem, i officially CATCHED UP!^^
then few of us went toilet after chem,
suddenly ms kim came back and we all run and hide behind the door and slowly walk in.
she say dont want to see me outside class cause always me and mok outside,
i was inside okay): (oh, she want to tie mok onto the chair cause he went out!HAHA!)
laughing our ass off when she confiscate raqcets? and GL ong when he please her.
CME elaine said what ms kim said again, just pretend i can't hear.

had supp and went stayed back to finish up hw and play bball.
i never say SEE YOU IN _ _ _ _ to kwan today cause i see him study a little.
for the very FIRST time! amazing.
homed and steamboat,DAMN FULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!

2009-07-29T22:42:00.002+08:00

school,
i spent my 2 periods sleeping during chinese.
what else can i do other than that?
before that, 'beer girl' came into our class, saying she suddenly realise that she look like GYSS student. diao. so lame, scolded her siaocharbor but no reaction.LOL,then we came to a realise she look more like a beer girl than a teacher.
then before i fall asleep at 8, i heard her saying 5 more min need complete Q1&2 she gave.
then i woke up at 8.55 and asked yong what Q they at, still 1&2.
wth, her 10 min=2 periods. JOKES OF THE DAY!
geog, prepared to fail and mrs cheong again, target me >.<
say if i get 0 will call parents, idontliketobethreatenbyteachersla!
but what else can i do? revise a bit and did the test, wont be getting 0(:
CME, is maths considered CME? elaine say CME everywhere, so we had to behave in the 'CMATHS' class.
recess, elisa came with a spider when i eating.
you this stupid asshole!
then maths and PCCG, i folded 25 HEARTSY! :D

j8 for lunch and slack,
intend to go back school librar to study while waiting for BIG BOSS,
but it is closed. in the end, play-ed bball 5 on 4 full court.
kwan,sharmeer?,joseph,teoyang (i guess) ran like mad dog round the court,
we were laughing our ass off la! their action damn funny!
then we play the prefect role(:
me as the prefect, then CL and PQ as student.
sediya here and there and laughs!
took few pics and homed.

there's chinese again tomorrow >.<
IDON'TWANTCHINESE!!!
but,
SAUSAGE available tomorrow! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :D

2009-07-28T19:44:00.002+08:00

SOME THINGS ARE REALLY UNREASONABLE.

freak,
i was in a good mood today until i board a bus home.
excuse me uncle, i am wearing a school uniform for you to know i am a student,
is it fake? must you check my ez-link card?
if i have my ez-link card i use coin for what? use your brain to think?
FREAK YOU LA.
if that's the case, i want to see your SBS transit card also, who knows you might be a fake bus captain. i didn't know you're so much older than me but dont know how to use brain.
what for you use uniform when others think that it is fake? so dumb la.
at least, i got brain to think, i control myself just to keep up the school image, cause i believe other people TRUST that i am a student from GYSS.
just get lost la kay, no wonder you dont have a single badge, nobody would want to vote for you in any best category la. if one day SBS make the lousiest service category, i will for sure vote for you de, no need to worry(:
GET LOST MAN! i dont want to see you again mad dog.

that's the irritating thing, as for today,
slack with CL and peiqi as usual while waiting for BIG BOSS to finish lesson.
homed early and found out my maid went to her friend house secretly.
why can't i have a maid who is obidient and know what she should not do?
waste my time scolding her, hope she realise her mistake la.
if not, i'll really have to waste my time again sending her back to agency.
that's all.

as for tomorrow,
chinese againnnn, ROAR!
think of going late for school but i dont want go for detention.
nvm, i'll walk here and there(:
and GEOG test tomorrow!
i am going to pass for the first time? :D
hee :D I WILL I WILL OKAY!
gonna learn it now, bye!

2009-07-27T00:07:00.001+08:00

time really flies,
new week ready!!
grrrr..
so not looking forward to school later la>.<

this weekend is quite busy.
saturday,
went town with nicole and ratna.
from ion, we went wisma, then hereen, then OG orchard point, central point,takashimaya,back to wisma, finally TANGS.
this is how many malls we've been into within one day and we walk from 2 till 9. POWERPACK!
but i didn't manage to get anything.
saturday is just not my day :/
i want to find my HUSHPUPPIES polo tee cant find,
EDC esprit tee size OOS.
ez-link card lost >.<
hope the kind soul can return me my ez'link card and i'll be grateful(:

sunday,
tuition at 10.30 (despite of sleeping at 2 am)
end at 1.30 and went j8 to get my EDC esprit tee :D
i got it!!
then bought mr.men little miss capsule and homed.
chat, and OHWEIQIANG taught me CHEM((:
now, i know how to balance the chemical formula and to make ions equation. :D
much thankyou MR.OH!
then off to chinatown to try my luck for my HUSH PUPPIES!
and guess what?
i got itttt!! WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
LALALA! i am so HAPPY LAAAAA!
then walk around the OG and bought some other things,
today last day of GSS and i'm already looking forward to the next GSS. gosh!
bought nasi lemak for dinner and homed.

sooooooooooo sian ttm.
i dont wanna see the face of hers.
chinese lesson is so going to be hate by me now! >.<
sleeping time maybe, or playing truant time?

2009-07-24T19:56:00.003+08:00

weekend's tomorrow.
going orchard for the last GSS!LOL! :D

as for today,
alot of trainee teachers are leaving us.
but of all, i only know OH WEIQIANG.
takecare ok,

you're a v.good teacher okays!
and dont forget 2010 GYSS waiting for you!(:

and mr.teo,
you'll always be my best CHINESE teacher!(:
no one has ever make me study and like chinese like you did.
you're great and i dont find you GL.
takecare(:

picture time!

2009-07-23T22:48:00.003+08:00

WHY CAN'T JUST THE BAD TEACHERS LEAVE AND THE GOOD TEACHERS STAY? WHY ANOTHER WAY ROUND? I just dislike changes.

2009-07-23T20:31:00.003+08:00

don't really have the mood to blog bout today :/

just heard oh weiqiang leaving tomorrow.
zz. all the good ones leaving, bad ones stay.
he's a v.v. good teacher, though he teach me for not too long.
why is all the good teachers taken away from me??!
chinese, this bloody GL china woman gonna teach me, IHATEIT!
today last lesson with mr.teo and my band4 classmates.
i'll really miss the fun we had during class.

tomorrow,
i promise i'll make it a memorable one.
picture will always reminds me of the memory we had(:
till here, cause HW and test is still chasing after me.

LIMBINHUI!
see your big name here?(:
takecare okays! and remember what i say?
I ____ YOU!Y

2009-07-22T21:19:00.003+08:00

as i guessed,
i was damn damn freaking tired in the morning.
but i managed to stay awake the whole day and the tiredness is gone by itself.
chinese class was so called FUN today(:
everybody was so damn early and we we're extremely quiet compare to previos lesson.
and we went out to see eclipse at around 8.40.
back to class for geog,
as usual it's boring and the class was quite noisy.
then suddenly mrs.cheong said that my class was noisy and she could hear my voice clearly,
it's like i'm not even talking la. FREAK, spoil my mood.
wonder why teachers like to pick on me, in their eyes i'm just a bad student is it?
i was feeling cold slowly and wore a jacket throughout until CME start.
ate FamousAmos cookie(: also did some 'disgusting' way of eating to show elaine!
Emath after recess,
miss ong thought i wasn't able to understand as i did during Amath.
but i could, and me,ratna,nicole,bella,chloe were laughing and joking all the way!LOL!
we're like playing with my screwless specs, and use paper to fix it.& said to have won the creative award!LMAO!then ratna out of a sudden pulled her kangaroo and we laugh again.
LAUGH LAUGH LAUGH till school end.

pizza hut to have lunch and as usual, mian's house.
intend to do my hw and study there, but in the end we're playing daidi, and playing some games!
have lots of FUN laughing(:
left for home at 6++ as i wanted to do my hw.
but now, i am here posting(:
hee :D shall do it now.

2009-07-22T01:04:00.003+08:00

LOOK at the time now! 1 am.
and i am still awake trying to do EL&chinese Compo.
i really ran out of energy.
0.0000000000000000000000001% left.
can't even think of anything now and my eyes is half close as i'm typing.
T I R E D >.<
by the time i finish hw,
i think i can dont sleep and prepare for school le.
:X

2009-07-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

nose block, cough.
so damn FREAKING irritating!!
F?!!#@&*#&*!#*(&*@!!
breathing becomes so difficult
and my whole body is aching.
if it worsen, i am going to see doctor again during the weekend.
cause school totally sucks NOW!
slowly, i don't find school is an enjoyable place to learn.
enough of school.
it's been a very long long time, last year maybe since i last sleep in class.
today again, i sleep cause lessons is just too boring and tired for A math.
now i can say, i totally gave up for the future and current topics.
i dont bother about it. yes,i may fail,but it dont seems to interest me anymore.
enough of complaining.

on top of these,
there are still good things.
like tomorrow school end at 12.30 and no CCA.
and no Amath tomorrow!
i couldn't find a reason why i hate Amath so much now. :/
but Emath is still loved by meY
that's all,
i've got loads of HWs piling up to be done by today.
guess i'll not be able to complete it bahs.
that's all.

everything has a reason,

but i couldn't find one.

2009-07-20T22:38:00.004+08:00

GYSS, what come into your mind when you hear this?
for me, i am proud to be in this school(:
i realised tooo many things today.
yes, there's bad and good things i realised.
the good things are:
- i get to comment on how school should improve on discipline
- i get to voice out how students get unfair treatment from teachers
- i get to voice out all my unhappiness
and our very own DM, is willing to listen to us and will look into our comments(:
and i actually went for basketball training today!
it was 10000x better than i thought,
i thought we will be punished, doing runs (which will be the decision to go for training again)
but it turn out to be playing match and shootings for me(:
after doing these, i am already having a muscle ache.
prove how long i've not been excercising.
the bad thing is:
chinese class forrrr 3e1 andd 3e2 will not be bandeeeeeeeeddddd... ): 10000000x
yes, i've voice this out, hope the school will grant my wish.
i dont want the new temporary unknown teacher to teach meeeee):
now then i realise, mr.teo is still the best teacher of all.
though i take it for granted at times, i still want to stay in his class.
like what JK said, we'll feel guilty when we never do his works.
though we may owe him, in the end we will still do.
and my chinese has been stabilised and i've been doing my chinese hw this year,
unlike my past years. dontmakemehatechinese.
........................................ PLEASE......................................
grant my wish, i want chinese class to stay like now.
NO CHANGE AT ALL!

guess i am done complaining,
off to do my chinese hw and learn chinese idioms(:

the word C H E R I S H is always unknown until last minute came.

2009-07-16T20:39:00.004+08:00

restless,
tired.
there's nothing more i can say.
i study maths yesterday, but it was a total failure.
first, i have so much confident cause i studied last night.
but it was gone as i was doing the papers.
without me realising, i find the papers diff slowly.
i've set the most beautiful target but i know mission impossible.
tomorrow, another 2 tests coming up.
i don't hope for much, just hoping i can pass my test.
i am so freaking tired now, even as i am typing.
hope i don't fell asleep before i finish studying and doing my hw.
and tomorrow schedule is super packed for me again.
after school, continue chinese newspaper test,then chinese remedial,chinese idiom test,physic practical,physic supp,birthday celebration.
i am so freaking tired,
hope i wont fall sick again.
hey, i am just a normal girl.
i may fall,cry,laugh anytime.
i am just a normal girl, not as strong as you think

i am confused,

should i continue or should i stop?

you start you stop.):

it takes two hands to clap..

2009-07-15T20:52:00.004+08:00

HELLO(:

iamsohappynow!

tomorrow got sausage to eat :D

definitely, i will not miss my first sausage.

and test is still piling up.

today, no chinese test!

BUT,mr.teo say he is going to give me a straight 0 ?!

how can?? i sacrifice my tiredness and sleep just to study and get good marks.

till 1 am despite of me being v. very tired okay?

i am not going to allow him to give me 0, at first i don't realise when he said that.
slow reaction maybe? but i am going to do all means so that i dont get zero.(:

E math post holiday test tomorrow, again i am going to learn.

learning for test is something new for me, i'll try to make it a habit for me bah.

today's goal: study Emath, chinese (i want to take&pass with flying colours!),do chinese hw, Emath hw, catch up CHEM if possible. i guess that's all i can do for today before i really faint out.

PHOTOS edited(:

2009-07-14T20:00:00.003+08:00

current mood: HAPPY!

today lesson was the most successful.
i indeed sat down and listen to the trainee teacher teach during math.
surprising eh? i can sit down during math lesson! haha!
i still catch up 2 chapters of A math and 1 chapter of E math okays! :D
so proud(:
during english, this v. GL teacher actually want to challange me, so i ended up GL-ing her back.
you ask for it, i never talk and you came up to me to show you my work, i dont do, is it any of your bussiness. now, i agree with MIAN this teacher is super GL!
during physics, i actually forget have practical and i waited blindly for mr. yong to come at 1st floor. just when matthew koh came and 3e2 went for chem practical i remembered i was supposed to go for physic practical. as usual, late! but i finished first okay! anyhow of course(:
then went around to kajiao people! so long never do that! HAHA! i actually came out with this,
what is your surname?
-surname ma, name ling shu. full name: ma ling shu.
-surname wang, name ba dan. full name: wang ba dan.
-surname bai, name chi. full name bai chi.
-surname zhang, name lang. full name zhang lang.
-surname huang, name dan. full name huang dan.
-surname lee, name hai. full name lee hai! (:
and then NC told me this, a GL kid WJ tell her. (no offence)
when god is making people, he actually had this magic water that can turn people white.
first, he make the ang mo, then he poured too much, so the ang mo become so white.
second, he make the chinese, then he pour lesser, so the chinese become white-ish yellow.
third, he make the malay, then he pour little bit, so the malay become brown.
fourth, he make the indians, only drips of water is left, so he rub it at the hand and leg.
this is just a joke okay, no thinking to insult any people. outside can be different, inside still the same!(:
math, 5 periods have not killed me okay! :D i learnt 4 chapter of maths within 5 periods. not bad.
*clap*? (:
now, i want XIAO HONG to teach back, trainee teacher teach until i was actually sleepy.
XH class i can walk around, eat,gossip and do other things while listening to her.sianz.so seldom that i was sleepy in class unless i feel bored or tired canxxz? and XH say i EMO-ed.
it is not, i was toooo bored that i fell asleep. but i know, i have to bear with her for 7 weeks.
i am digging out every single thing to entertain myself during her class, like disturbing hui-en in class which i have not done for so long! too bad, she sit beside me again now, BEAR with it okay!(:
aft school,
went cafe cartel. 2 days cons. eat there! fate.
then studied chinese abit and went NTUC.
we were hunting for the cheapest and the smelliest things to whack someone on her bday huh!
walk the whole ntuc, then went back school look for tjm. and guess what, she went j8 to buy thing. -.-
so went CL house, watch unbeatenable 3 and almost fell asleep. 6.30 all left for home.

tomorrow,
chem is the only left i need to catch up. i will try to pull up my mark again bah.
chinese make up test tomorrow,
E math make up test and supp class on thursday, (chinese test again maybe): )
chem and phy supp class on friday. (supp class were meant for whole term): HELP!)
A math make up test next week!!!!
OH MY, my day i fully booked by all the educations.

shall do revision, takecare!

2009-07-11T16:30:00.004+08:00

MUCH BETTER,

cough is still undefeatable,
but i will definitely defeat it.
no worries.

back in school on monday,
i know you miss me(:
PEI QI, I KNOW YOU MISS ME YA! :D
that's all,
tuition later.
see ya! takecare.

2009-07-07T20:53:00.002+08:00

first of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL LIM BLACKIE and JK?
blackie, hope you become whiter! haha :D

my fever, cough, sore throat, gastric was all up today,
but i still can bear it and in the end, gastric lose out to me(:
fever went down :D
left with cough and sore throat currently.
hope i can recover by today, or else my parents want me to do blodd test ))):
how scary can things be.
and, 1 most IMPORTANT thing,
I MISS THE FUN OF MAKINF FUN OF THE NEW TEACHER TODAY :/
school seems to be FUN today,
but i missed it.
hope i can recover really really really soooooooooooooooooooooooon.
that's all, takecare and wish i can recover soon people!

miracle to happen;

2009-07-06T21:04:00.003+08:00

OH GOODNESS SAKE,
my temperatur is rising.
it's 38.0 now.
hope i will be alright.
gastric is back cause i've not eaten for the whole day. >.<
fever is up,
cough is getting worst,
sore throat stay the same,
what else is coming my way?
please, NO!
i am running out of energy to fight all of you.
please leave me asap ok?

suffering,

2009-07-06T11:58:00.003+08:00

having cough and sore throat now.
sob sob.
hope it won't worsen and before it happen,
i am going to see a doctor later.
buffet today cancelled,
3 of us is not really in a good condition,
we will have it another day okay?(:

now, all i can eat is porridge,porridge,porridge and soup.
no fried food >.<

hope i can recover by today bah,
school starting tomorrow and i dont want to miss school again.
i have to catch up with alot of subjects cause i was very blur in class now.
i've miss school for 3 days last week, and no more days please.
cause staying at home is very boreddd.

takecare of yourself well.

edit./

shit la,
i have 5 days mc.
which means, these two weeks, i only go to school for 2 days. -.-
zz. my boring life hasn't end..
it will continue now..
i will takecare of myself. no worries(:
i am alright, only having cough and sore throat and that my temp. 37.7.
takecare alright people, dont fall sick(:

2009-07-04T12:35:00.003+08:00

Flashback,

i remembered i promised myself to study hard this term.
not only me, but some other people out there.
i will improve on my subjects.
but all i can say, maybe i can't.
i'm sorry to break my promise.
yes, i lose confidence easily.
but that's me.
once i've lose confidence,
it's hard for me to gain it back.
it take all to make me have confidence,
but it takes me one to make me lose confidence. :/

i've lose some of my feelings maybe,
i don't feel sad over my marks, neither do i feel disappointed.
until i realised i've disappoint people that have my trust.

i've not studied for the past terms,
do i repeat that again this term?

2009-07-04T12:22:00.002+08:00

weekend,
which means i went to school for a day and have a break again..
chem test yesterday was totally flunk :/
yes, i break my record.
1/30.. was it my fault? idk, i only know it's over..
smiling was the only way to forget what i've get.

watch transformers aft school.
so NICE! stick to my ASShole!! :D
eat at cafe cartel, then home/

brother, STAY strong okay?(:
you have me here to support you :D

oh, to the passerby out there,
scold me here if you dare.
and dont go BEST DENKI then dare to tag la.
so xia swuay can?
since all i have is time,
i can entertain you.
i can find out who are you.
dont you think best denki don't have CCTV?
dumb ass. f-off.

2009-07-02T21:45:00.001+08:00

YAY! :D I AM ALLOWED TO RETURN TO SCHOOL!
but i have to wear a mask in school, told by my mother.
then, i have to wear a mask in bus, told by my father.
so which one should i follow?
okay, to be fair.
the judge says dont follow both! (:
YES :D

see you in school peopleeeeeeeeeeeee((:

2009-07-02T10:35:00.003+08:00

bored bored bored bored bored to the max :/

kinda regret for telling my parents that GYSS has a case.
now, i am asked to stay at home and go out necessarily and wear a mask. O_O
so i rather stay at home bah.
stay at home, 10 am he called saying that it's late and asked me to wake up.
so i am here.
what am i supposed to do now?
ROAR!!
hope no new case in school so i can go back tomorrow :DDDDD
pray hard with me alright(:

wondering and wondering and wondering and wondering what can i do.

edit./

oh my....
my mother asked me to stay at home!!!
but after i persuaded her,
she said see condition(:
hope hope hope i can go...
i am really rotting at home :/

2009-06-29T21:44:00.002+08:00

WHY? WHY? WHY?
getting to hate school):
i just cant describe my feeling..
i got pissed off easily now..
mood swing? idk,
but this feeling sucks la,
FUCK UP MAN!
i hate you blog using this word, but only this word is on my mind currently.
will be lonely in class tomorrow, it SUCK man?!
school isn't a place i wish to go to anymore.
i am sooooooooo weak now, i can't fight my own emotion): ): ):
hope time heals and dont affect me& my surrounding.

been using vulgarities talking to you brother, sorry huh!
thanks for your understanding.

mood blank, feeling like and idiot is better than having a mixed up feeling.. D:

2009-06-27T14:21:00.002+08:00

here to update blog as i promised to a bitch(:

holidays ending soon): ): ):
why didn't the government extend for own own safety?
so disappointed.

update on my BIRTHDAY,
nothing much happen actually.
and i dont know why,
different from the past years where i would be happily celebrating with my family and friends.
this year, is not as happy as past years though i still celebrate my birthday.
overall, thanks for those who wished me(:

i guessed that's all,
GSS, shop people!

holiday, why does it always seems so short?

----------------------------------------------

CARMEN, i will always support you okay(: just stay strong and hang on.
time will heall everything alright. though he's gone from you physically.
he's still with you mentally right? and will stay in your memory and heart forever(:
i believe he's watching you from up there. so, make him proud and make him happy is what you can do(: need any help, you can call me alright, we're still friends no matter what happen.
let the past be our beautiful memory and let today be our fullest day and let tomorrow be our beautiful hope. takecare(:

2009-06-09T23:58:00.002+08:00

2 MORE DAYS!! :D
i don't know getting 1 year older will be happier or not, but 12 june,
i am going to have fun, and i will cherish every hour, every minute every second i spend with all my friends and families.
Not forgeting you guys there who will be wishing me
we will celebrate too okays?(: takecare.

2009-06-08T22:25:00.002+08:00

i am so damn boreddddddddddddddd now.

i am back in my hometown just for 2 days only and i am bored.
i lost contact with my friends out of a sudden
so hard to reach for them, so didn't go out with them.
instead, i stay at home to rot till 2++
then went to supermart and off to eat dinner.
home-ed and now, i am bored again...

2009-06-04T23:22:00.003+08:00

HI! i am at jakarta now(:
yesterday i reach, straight go SEDAP MALAM to eat dinner.
so damn miss it can?
there's soft shell crab,fish,squid,prawn,kankong belachan,some kind of lala.
SO NICEEEEEEEEE!!!
i am going to eat there again tomorrow!
it's my favourite place since young(:
SOFT SHELL CRAB is SUPERB!!!
i will try to take the pic if i remember.
then went back to hotel,
the hotel also very nice.
should be 5star bah.
intend to swim, but getting late.
so cancelled, instead, i was so called having steam bath in the toilett.
lying in the bath tub with hot water! haha! that's what i do in a good hotel!
cause got the bath salt provided(:
then play-ed offline game awhile cause internet there was like 30 bucks for 1 day??
when i will only use for a few hours?? so damn ex -.-
decided to turn in.

today i woke up at 11.
went to check out and eat brunch.
hahaha! medan noodle(:
NICE!
then off to a cheap mall to shop.
i bought 2 pants and 2 shirts(:
but it cost me $0 (surprised?)
cause my bro paid for it. HEES :D
stayed till 6 and home-ed.
it took me 1 hour journey to my grandma house.
JAKARTA traffic jam is so powerful. though car still move.

tomorrow's going to be another fun day!
going to have a hair cut and shop and eat(:

sat is going to be fun too!
out with CIL.
dinner with cousin.

sun will be GOING BACK to my HOMETOWN!!!
(((:

i just realise how i miss my hometown...
it's been 5 months since i last went home.

and, I AM EATING THE WHOLE DAY!!!
cause the foods are damn NICE!
can't stop eating.

lastly, 8 more days to a special day(:
i wonder how am i going to enjoy that day entertained by my families.
i am so enjoying each day here and looking forward to next day till the last day here.
see you after the holiday people.
enjoy your holidays(:
bye,

2009-06-03T01:01:00.002+08:00

IS TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF THAT DIFFICULT?

haiz,

sometimes i really wish i could have a time reverser.

i thought you've changed for a better one.

you've promised to stop, you've promised to turn over a new leaf.

but you don't seem to do your promise.

where is the lovely you last time?

how i wish, i could tell you how i miss the previous you.

you were so good to me, but now, you are cold towards me.

you know, the moment i knew this my heart bleeds.

i can only force myself to smile blankly.

but inside of me, i am crying, i am bleeding.

and in my lifetime, the first time i saw him cry,

BECAUSE of you, but he still give you chance.

please, i am begging you, can you stop all your nonsense?

my birthday is coming.

treat this as my present, please wont you?

i know, you're not as bad as you used to be.

but why cant you be like last time?

though i dont seems to care, but i care.

if only telling everyone the truth and making you hate me can make you turn over a new leaf,

i am willing to.

you will be the key that i will stop lying to her,

--------------------------------------------------------------

on top of this,
I will be going back to INDONESIA later,
miss me okay?(:
of course, i will miss you too!
won't be blogging so often or may not blog at all.
so,pardon me.
12 June 00:00,
msg me OKAY? i am waiting for your msg at 81380343(:
alrights,
i am off to pack.
bye.

my heart bleeds again,

but i don't mind,

the one i worry most is her,

2009-05-31T22:45:00.003+08:00

30/5

class BBQ.
indeed i was disappointed with the number of people who came.
and how interested they were to go for the class BBQ.
if that's the case, i shall not plan for a class outing anymore in the future.
don't really have the mood to go anymore.
so, drag myself out and cab-ed down to AMKhub to meet them at 3.30
bought all the stuffs and waited for SHAWN who make me miss the shuttle bus while others went.
so cab-ed to Yong's house.
we took a good 1hour++ to start the fire.
start BBQ-ing and our charcoal is not good, so have to keep fanning when people opposite who started later than us had BBQ-ed relaxly.
so jealous, HAHAHA!
then i am getting a bit tired and bored after starting the fire, so decided to throw the water bombs they made earlier. threw here and there and resulted in many people chasing after me.
had fun, and out of so many, only shawn managed to hit and make me wet.
since there's no more water bomb, i decided to use bottle and chasing after shawn. Edwin joined me. After 3 of us got wet, we started to discuss who to chase after and make wet. SO FUN!
then TDH and co. came. they were so SHY,for the first time eh BRO! hahaha!
continue to BBQ till the security guard off the light.
so irritating, can't he at least on the street light?!
so BBQ-ed without light. till 12, packed and went home.
foryoutoknow,
JT is scared of dog
CYL changed clothes near the BBQ pit
TDH clear the rubbish with us. (so kind? :D)
GIRLS have girls talk
AND, 3E1 HAVE FUN! :D (though only half of the class went, doesn't mean we can't have fun!)

today,
woke up at 12.
TDH asked me to go PP,
but my bro asked me to go for lunch at COCA.
lucky me, i went for lunch, cause dexter when there for 1 hour and went home.
hahaha!
Brother, i got TIGER PRAWN,FISH GLUE,BEEF etc.
want?? :D
asked around at lucky plaza for the BlackBery price.
750 to 800.
i want it badly.
should i buy?
tell me.

2009-05-29T22:51:00.003+08:00

edited.

REFLECT ON YOURSELF?
i am so irritated okay?
i dont want to use webcam, then you threaten me, want to end our friendship?
END IT THEN.
i dont care.
don't force me alright, i dont like to be forced.
think again, how many times have you ask me for things and havei ever asked you for anything?
the answer is NO.
yes, i am stupid.
stupid for treating you once as my friend.
i'll kick you out far, far away from my thoughts.
I AM SO DAMN IRRITATED?!

other than this stupid guy,
everything's alright.
today can be counted as my travelling day.
went to school, as usual. play-ed ban lak.
then went to tpy and buy food for tomorrow BBQ.
edwin's house with Ong,Xunquan,Fanyue, home-ed, potong pasir with Mok,Dexter,TDH,Zet.
so many places i went within a day.
and i enjoyed all(:
HEES :D
having 1 less friend doesn't make my life any shorter.
so, let it be.
you want to end, want to continue, your problem.

had a sudden decision that girls and JJ,CheahHow,Dylan,KevinG.,Timothy coming to stay over.
intend to play and ton, but in the end everybody was asleep.
woke up and continued playing.
i didn't lose, i didn't win.
guess so?
but overall, i lose quite alot in school):
i will win it back i tell you :D

ps/ i end my day with a smile. :D

2009-05-28T22:16:00.002+08:00

school's boring.
everybody is kinda doing their own things until after recess.
while i chatted and help xiao hong mark sec 4 HW.
after recess start to take mrs. wong pic and photo session starts.
continued by beautify classroom and it was our DISGUSTING but FUN time(:
shall let pic talk later on.
meet-the-parent was really good!
i went around chatting with teachers who have no bussiness.
till 6 when i made xiao hong call my father in front of me.
she said all bad things bout me): except for i am a good girl, how can?):
but nvm, i shall let him see my remark which is all positive and actually he said he was quite okay.
which means, he's not angry when xiao hoing said my results not good and i was talkative!
such a MIRACLE, i thought he would be scolding me or what. HEES :D
off to NTUC to buy voucher and dinner. SUBWAY, i am the slowest to eat,-.-, i dont really eat bread, that's why.
cab-ed home with MTDH,DL,N.
thanks(:

Results
Maths-A1
Chem- B3
A Maths - B4
Chinese- C5
Physics- C6
Com. Human.-D7 -.-
English- D7 :/ (make me fail my whole exam)

I am going to workhard to make Chem(A),English(C),Physics(B)A math(A).
is that possible? idk, but i will workhard for it(:

Alot of things is going on my mind,
but there's 3 things for sure,
i will never give up on hope.
i will never stop believing.
i will always work hard.

BBQ is in 2 days time,i hope it can be part of my wonderful memories.

2009-05-27T21:03:00.002+08:00

SMILING'S THE ONLY WAY.
if it is, then i will SMILE all the way.
i did, looking at the happy faces of my friends makes me feel relax.
looking at their laughters makes me laugh.
hearing their jokes, makes me laugh out loud.
i don't expect my day to be so wonderful.
it's thousand times better than i thought.
all i can say, THANKYOU.

i believe, time heals.
when it is time, everything's will be fine.

tomorrow will be better.

2009-05-26T22:15:00.003+08:00

Akon- Sorry,blame it on me

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son
I'm sorry for the fact that I am not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I am so proud to call you my girl

(Bridge)
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

Chorus
You can put the blame on me (4x)
Said you can put the blame on me (3x)
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry your life turned out this way
I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away

(Bridge)
I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame, Verizon back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you (3x)
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me (2x)
You can put that blame on me

2009-05-26T17:09:00.004+08:00

am i a failure friend?
sorry, i lied.
but trust me, i want the best for you.
that's all.
if you want to know, i called him because or the reasons i msg you and just to ask him what happen and i don't know what's happening between two of you until this morning.
scold me, but don't be angry to me. please.
sigh..
is this how it feels to tell lie?
i thought there's something called 善意谎言, but it doesn't seems to work at all.
sigh))):

am i a good friend? tell me.

~~am i not in the list of your close friend?~~
~~or am i eliminated?~~

2009-05-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

weekends were totally FUN.
saturday- SENTOSA, chomp chomp, champion.
sunday- NATM2, newtown.
ate damn alot during weekend.

today, get to check results.
i FAILED EL?!
but i am not disappointed nor sad.
i just can't be bothered bout my marks,studies,exams?
is this how i used to be?
idk.
but i know 1 thing for sure, i used to be sad when i failed any of my subjects.
forget it.
things change,maybe i change too?
had the character&career talk and i am 'S' personality.
Chef,manager,event planner suites me.

gambling, won today.
training, OH MY, damn tired.
though did very little. but a long rest result in me not having energy.

tomorrow will be better.
think positively and things will be okay.
i wish you all the best.

2009-05-22T23:43:00.004+08:00

DON'T ADD OIL TO THE FIRE.
I AM DAMN ANGRY TO THE MAX, if i can't control myself anymore, you'll suffer, not me.

?!!$(@($#! %!>#@%#!)$@
want to play with me?
i will make you regret what you've done.
not only you're spoiling my image and impression in front of others,
you've deceived yourself and others.
don't you think you're childish?
please, if i want to hit you, WHY DONT I HIT YOU YESTERDAY?
think can?
now, you're telling the whole wide world i want to hit you.
*clap*
i tell you what, i bring you to any radio FM, then you announce i want to hit you?
then you won't have to repeat again what.
too bad, you tell teachers huh, but they choose to believe my part of story than yours.
you're upset??? then i what? i upset-est ar?????
jokes of the day. YOU'RE ALWAYS PIRATED.
now, i leave everything to DM.
if he don't help me, i will help myself.
but i believe he will help me, so you wait and see.

to all the teachers who are concern about me,
A BIG THANKYOU FOR YOUR TRUST,ADVICE AND COMFORT :D

i am alright,
no worries(:

i am the luckiest girl to have friends supporting me by my side.
all i can say is,
THANKYOU FRIEND(:
we will always be together, no matter what right?
because you gave me strength, someday, i will give you me strength(:
this is called FRIEND.
by your side when you need then, and you by their side when they need you.
not only have fun and leave them alone when they have difficulties.
I am sooooooo thankful GOD send you guys to me. (L)

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except for this matter,
school was quite fun.
we had so called free period all the way(:
have the SEX talk and home-ed.
swim and went to shokudo to eat dinner.
THANK YOU LADYA! :D
have loads of fun!
pics to be uploaded.

2009-05-22T00:03:00.003+08:00

Thursday, 21/5

today totally SUCK!
at first, i thought i can just sort things out at once.
but it tourns out the other way.
fine, you want to play with me?
i take it on.
GO, GO AND TELL DM.
that's what i wanted to do at first,
i didn't cause you say can please dont tell DM,
and you will tell me everything.
i listen to you but this is all shit you gave me.
you're at fault but what attitude you gave me?
you want to say i cyber bully again?
go and say then.
i dont give a damn.
and because of you, you get my friends into trouble.
I JUST CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE.
in my whole lifetime,
i've never been so angry before okay?!
you think you got mr.y help you so what?
you want call all the teachers back you up i also not scared.
cause i am not in the WRONG.
and too bad, not all teachers are blind,
they know who they have to believe.
mr.y, even with my worst condition. i've always respect teachers.
but today, you've cross over the line. you're being unreasonable and biased.
you make me disrespect you cause of your action. don't ever threaten us by saying want to tell DM okay? she your band member so? isn't a teacher must be reasonable and fair?
and for you, trouble maker,
i just got 2 words for you,
FUCK YOU!
if the school choose to believe you,
want to suspend me?
i don't care, all i want is that everybody to know the truth.
even if i can't prove to everyone you're lying now,
someday the truth will reveals.
YOU REMEMBER THIS.
i believe teachers who have been with me knows the true me.
i believe teachers have heard of how i've perform this year.
a very SPECIAL BIG THANK YOU for praising me in front of the teachers(: (iknowyouknow)
now, your choice, if you still want to continue lying,
you'll get into more trouble.
that's all.

teachers,

i may seems to be a disrespectful student to you now,

but deep inside me,

if you're good to me,

i will respect you more than i respect myself,

if not,

the respect to you from me will be gone,

losing is easy, but gaining is difficult.

if you heard of how i talk to him,

i'm sorry i let you down,

but i just can't stand how he asked us to do things and how he assult us.

hope you understand,

cause except for losing respect for him, i still respect you.

2009-05-20T20:18:00.002+08:00

OH MY!!!
i've got the camp feeling again):
sec v2 just went back from their camp.
but from the story, i still think our camp is the most fun cause of the instructors and teachers who were there(:
this year the teacher wasn't as crazy as last time, but they still enjoyed themselves.
GRRRRRRR, why don't school carry out a sec3 camp instead of all the nonsense they had for us?
i so so so miss camp again right now..
i was like so high when we're talking about camp!
can i have it another time please?
CAMP IS TOTALLY MISSED NOW ]:
alrights, stop talking bout camp or i'll get agitated again.

school today was quite boring until after recess, xiao hong lesson.
i keep asking her to bring down her laptop until she gave up(:
but can't see the file that i made, so she decided to show us funny funny things.
and there's this interesting THING!
i am so NOOB at first can? it is played by typing the keyboard but i can't.
but now, i HAVE MASTERED IT OKAY! want to challenge me?(:
hees :D
after school got so mad?!
better watch out what you say ok?
this time i give you chance cause my friends asked me to,
the next time, do you think you'll be so lucky?
REMEMBER, i've got the black&white with me.
wanna try me? come, but dont regret.
I AM STILL NOT SATISFIED!!!
you still owe us a public sorry. 90 degrees.
if you tell me you're embarrased, you think i care?
then why aren't you embarrased for saying all these? have you ever think if i tell others what you said? what do you think will happen to you? the whole school will be laughing at you for not looking into the mirror okay? ohya, i forget, you need 3 days to process hor.
i dont know, really never, oh ya, i suddenly remember. DO YOU THINK I GIVE A DAMN?!
roll out of my sight la. *spit saliva*
B I T C H has B I T C H friends too!
no wonder both of you are good friends.
i have billions of reasons WHY.

class tee, can anyone design?

2009-05-19T23:04:00.002+08:00

NOT SATIESFIED!
this is the only thing i can say for my results.
i failed physics,EL,geog.
amazing? i know.
but, i am utterly disappointed with physics and geog.
i can passed my physics pretty well but thanks to all my careless mistakes, i failed):
geog, i got nothing to say, mrs.cheong say i deserve it, whatever.
i am weak in geog i guess, cause she said even the 3Ns can give a better answer than mine.
EL, i expect to fail, but i dont expect myself to fail so badly):
the rest, AM,EM,chem,SS,chinese i passed.
though some is borderline passed.
but i won't stop here, i've got EOY to help me(:
and i am totally happy for my EM!!! :D
though other class don't really did well as compared to my class, i can't say it's all the teacher fault or the student fault. but really, i think sunny chan is as great as elaine when it comes to teaching. he puts in alot of effort and confidence from the way he prepare and teach his students.
he don't deserve to be blamed. i can say the greatest math teacher is SUNNY CHAN AND ELAINE CHAN :D

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peiqi birthday [:

we're playing horribly in the canteen and OM were stopping and scolding us.
i bet some people were just too jealous of us.
nvm, let them be.
as long as we had fun!
we prepared mango cakes,watermelon,flour to throw and smashed at her.
HAHAS!
it's your birthday after all, once in a year(:
chasing around in the canteen to the classroom was not enough.
we continued after school,
playing with flour and singing and cutting cake session(:
then we let her to go home and bath before going to crystal jade for lunch.
slack-ed around till 6++ and went home.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH CHEONG! :D

hope you enjoy your double BIG day today(:

happy birthday and happy 4 months(L)
last long? obviously, cause you've got my support(:

love you.

2009-05-18T21:22:00.002+08:00

gave school a miss today.
went to JB(:
and i bought quite a few stuffs.
HAHAS!
i am enjoying my life nowdays.
this is what i want, after all, we deserved to enjoy and give ourselves a break after a hardwork.
excluding a trouble created by someone. :@
alrights, all i can say, I ENJOY MYSELF TODAY :D
and i bet i'll be enjoying myself tomorrow(:
see ya.