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Wednesday, June 3, 2009

IS TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF THAT DIFFICULT?

haiz,

sometimes i really wish i could have a time reverser.

i thought you've changed for a better one.

you've promised to stop, you've promised to turn over a new leaf.

but you don't seem to do your promise.

where is the lovely you last time?

how i wish, i could tell you how i miss the previous you.

you were so good to me, but now, you are cold towards me.

you know, the moment i knew this my heart bleeds.

i can only force myself to smile blankly.

but inside of me, i am crying, i am bleeding.

and in my lifetime, the first time i saw him cry,

BECAUSE of you, but he still give you chance.

please, i am begging you, can you stop all your nonsense?

my birthday is coming.

treat this as my present, please wont you?

i know, you're not as bad as you used to be.

but why cant you be like last time?

though i dont seems to care, but i care.

if only telling everyone the truth and making you hate me can make you turn over a new leaf,

i am willing to.

you will be the key that i will stop lying to her,

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on top of this,
I will be going back to INDONESIA later,
miss me okay?(:
of course, i will miss you too!
won't be blogging so often or may not blog at all.
so,pardon me.
12 June 00:00,
msg me OKAY? i am waiting for your msg at 81380343(:
alrights,
i am off to pack.
bye.

my heart bleeds again,

but i don't mind,

the one i worry most is her,

Claudia the awesome
	Wednesday, June 3, 2009 IS TURNING OVER A NEW LEAF THAT DIFFICULT? haiz, sometimes i really wish i could have a time reverser. i thought you've changed for a better one. you've promised to stop, you've promised to turn over a new leaf. but you don't seem to do your promise. where is the lovely you last time? how i wish, i could tell you how i miss the previous you. you were so good to me, but now, you are cold towards me. you know, the moment i knew this my heart bleeds. i can only force myself to smile blankly. but inside of me, i am crying, i am bleeding. and in my lifetime, the first time i saw him cry, BECAUSE of you, but he still give you chance. please, i am begging you, can you stop all your nonsense? my birthday is coming. treat this as my present, please wont you? i know, you're not as bad as you used to be. but why cant you be like last time? though i dont seems to care, but i care. if only telling everyone the truth and making you hate me can make you turn over a new leaf, i am willing to. you will be the key that i will stop lying to her, -------------------------------------------------------------- on top of this, I will be going back to INDONESIA later, miss me okay?(: of course, i will miss you too! won't be blogging so often or may not blog at all. so,pardon me. 12 June 00:00, msg me OKAY? i am waiting for your msg at 81380343(: alrights, i am off to pack. bye. my heart bleeds again, but i don't mind, the one i worry most is her,	I'm Claudia. /the one and only Studying in GYSS, in the class of 4E1. Birthday falls on the June, 12th 1993 6.4'06 2E2'08 3E1'09 Benjamin BinHui Carmen Charmaine Dexter Elisa♥ HowSeng HweeChang Jade Jasmine.T Jasmine.Y JiaXin Jocelyn Josephine KwokFeng Marcus.K Marcus.T MingRu MingZhen PeiQi♥ Sherlyn ShiMin ShingYing WengLeong XingQi XueFen YiRu YuLing YuanNing YunJuan Music Playlist at MixPod.com Biggest credit: the bikini boy Editor: JollyPills/:B